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Reflections

by The American Buffalo

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1.
Once, I stood by a clear stream Waded in some sunbeams There, where the water maybe Crawled into the land from the sea I was too young to know How might a river flow Bored by a day moving slow Skipped stones off the reflection Of hours without detection Now, with all the years strapped Heavy, creaking loud on my back I am too old to show For the things I think I know Lost in rivers moving slow And I don’t know now what to do With anything I say Cast into the blue And carry all away
2.
Feverish 02:53
Lilac dreams wash my body In lakes soft and mild But I bend beneath the burden Of tongues lashing, wild “Atone, alone, atone, Alone, atone, alone” The night shrieks bloody red Until I feel my head Bursting with cold light In violent waters instead I’ll dream of the day Flowers float my way
3.
Baby, I’m tired Maybe you’re a liar But I don’t want to go I don’t want to go I don’t want to go alone We aren’t sixteen This ain’t some silly dream Someone’s gotta pay Someone’s gotta pay Someone’s gotta pay the bills And when I go away I’ll leave something on your shelf And when I go away I’ll leave something on your shelf And when I’m all alone I’ll be talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself again Darlin’ don’t cry I’m still drying my eyes But I have got to go I have got to go I have got to go hit the road And when I go away I’ll take something off your shelf And when I go away I’ll take something off your shelf And when I’m all alone I’ll be talking to myself Talking to myself Talking to myself again Again
4.
I wake in the afternoon And realize I’m still lying in bed I’m waiting for a call To shake the sleep from my head And though you’ve long disappeared Into the dark of the last year I thought I’d write you a song Cause I know that you won’t recognize me for long I’ll sing, “Goodbye, Sweet Lover” “Goodbye, Sweet Lover” I really tried to be good But now I know there was no other way This is my parting gift The tune that says what I can’t say And what have you given to me? Except for everything I see Except for the freedom I find When I pick up my pen and I walk through my mind Now say, “Goodbye, Sweet Lover” “Goodbye Sweet Lover” You know, I never really even learned To stop and look in your eyes And every time I think of you I feel so sad and blue But I’ll try and I’ll try and I’ll try and I’ll try to say “Goodbye, Sweet Lover I hope I never hear your name" Cause when that phone starts ringing I know I won’t be feeling the same
5.
Empty road, empty face Read the grooves of my touch He said, “We pass over days Our voices saying too much” I said, “I have to go Hang my coat by the door” I felt the knob in my hand But guilt kept me for more He said, “Love is all around But you’ve made yourself blind See the sky, see the ground Not the mirrors they sit behind” So I’ve read before In sweet Spanish verse And the sweeter the words The deeper the curse He finally said After thinking long “You are not dead So lift up the song Of everything that sounds Everything you are Don’t heed the dark” Now I mold melodies ‘Neath the nightingale’s call Reflections in the dark Don’t look like much at all
6.
There are things I’d never say To a perfect stranger Like the last time -- Oh, never mind Buried beneath a tree And mingled with the dust I keep my love While grass-stained children play above And I bet you thought I’d say And I know you thought I’d say But hold on to that thought And these words I sing They’re all we’ve got For the time being And dig with me As the music continues Like Orpheus stepping Across the flowing Styx Maybe then Maybe then Maybe then we will find -- Maybe then we are found
7.
I think I saw you in the marketplace Behind some vegetables, hiding your face You glanced over as you asked for a price The sidewalk outside was covered in ice Or I might have seen you when it was spring Like news headlines covering everything “The war is over, the war just began” I tore up the grass on a small bit of land And I’d like to know just who you are Faceless beauty always turning from afar Your moves, your dress, your electric things Your umbrella protecting your diamond rings All turn again to meet the eye Are these your reasons for passing me by? Or should I see forever the positions you hold? Your facial expressions as you fill each role? Am I to you as you are to me? A distant reflection of a moment to be And I’d like to know just who you are Faceless beauty always turning from afar
8.
I woke up in the bushes Remembering ways the wind pushes When cars go whizzing past Faces in the half-opened glass Cause I swear I saw you In a yellow cab, your shirt blue You called me into the rain And when I got there nobody came Well, you should’ve left a note Telling which way I should go
9.
"Time for another?" Asked my brother Yesterday "What do you say?" Trying to be kind, I said, "I don't mind" In the park It was after dark Dragging through the rubble We were caught between our troubles Blackened by the smoke And the endless joke, We sat on the swings, And I began to sing Of old mountain fables, Kitchen tables, And the Silk Road It had just snowed Dragging through the rubble We were caught between our troubles
10.
Well, come into my bungalow and see what's going on I've been cooking in the kitchen and just look who all I've drawn My aunts and my uncles, my friends from down the street Even the cats and the dogs have all come here to meet But this could all go to waste If I don't get to see your face, so please, Won't you stop by? I'm often reading in my bedroom with the dark curtains drawn People tend to bother me with all their yelps and yawns So believe me when I tell you that this ain't no normal thing That I'd invite you in bearing all that you might bring But I don't mean to place myself high It's just the cookbook was an expensive buy, so please, Come help me out So, come into my bungalow and see what's going on We're stealing dances in the bedroom, stealing dances on the lawn Wearing laurels in our hair and holding roses in our teeth Calling out the distant name of another fellow thief

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released November 7, 2019

All songs written by Josh Edward, except for "Waking in the Bushes", written by Josh Edward and Kieran Cronley

Josh Edward - vocals, acoustic guitars, producer
Jackson Badgley - electric guitars (all tracks except 5, 6), backup vocals (2, 3, 4, 9), producer
Kieran Cronley - bass guitar (all tracks except 5)
Tim Weigand - drums (1, 2, 3, 9, 10)
Jon Bostwick - drums, percussion (4, 6, 7, 8)
Andy Smith - piano (1, 3, 6, 7, 9, 10), organ (1, 2, 7, 8, 9)
Andy Cata - piano/organ (2)
Eric Sheppard - electric guitar (8)
Kirk Donovan - trumpets (4, 10)
Diego Vasquez - trombone (4)
Michelle Brooke, Amber Woodhouse, Amanda Broadway - backup vocals (7)
Jon Estes - piano (4), horn arrangements (4, 10)
Jules Belmont - pedal steel (6)

Produced by Jackson Badgley and Josh Edward
Mixed and mastered by Jackson Badgley
Engineered by Drew Carroll
Recorded at The Bomb Shelter in East Nashville (and at Jack's house)

Cover design by Caroline Dicks
Photography by Elizabeth Rakhilkina

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The American Buffalo Cincinnati, Ohio

The American Buffalo is a music and art project from Dayton, OH currently based out of Cincinnati, OH. Helmed by singer- songwriter Josh Edward, The American Buffalo released their debut album Reflections on November 7th, 2019, produced by Edward and Jackson Badgley. ... more

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